Results.. Not as well as I expected

ppl i Broke down.. literally broke down yesterday when i got my results.. i know many may think 13 is quite good but i really feel pretty sad.. i expected better grades... really.. maybe i haven work hard enough.. most disappointed with physics and a maths.. yesterday the man called n i was like sayin i got a 3 then he was like.. not as happy.. a sure case.. but i wouldn't wan to lie.. just tellin the facts n truth.. then a maths.. haven go mrs kong there.. i'm sure she will be surprised n sadden by it too.. actually expected a maths to get 1 n physics a 2.. but perhaps this is due to me being too dependable on tuition.. maybe.. but i mus say my hard work paid off! Chem n Combined Humans.. these 2 subjects i really worked for it.. n got a 2! still rmb when i was doin the 5 yr series.. finished everything then asked mdm lock bout my mistake and clarify them.. then i even sms her to meet up with her.. and ss.. met mr nazar many times.. did papers and papers.. n geo.. but i must really thank all ppl who had been with me throughout the hard period.. esp my classmates who have helped me in one way or another.. then all the teachers esp mdm lock, mr nazar n last but not least mdm gao- who helped me to obtained my one n only 1! thanx mdm gao- the most responsible n hard workin teacher in bv.. in my opinion.. then also congrats to everyone esp those who scored well.. i think most probably i am stayin in pj.. jus about the subject combination.. i am still decidin.. but in my opinion.. i would take 3H2- Maths, Econs, Chemistry n H1- Physics or Gsc.. But let me discuss with mum n dad first.. n since i dun really think i hav done well enough.. i got to work harder.. esp in eng n chem n maths! Work Harder n Smarter for 'A's!