my past 2 yrs were really hectic period of my life..
my first hit back was my O's grades.. was quite disappointed with them..
next came choir.. bz preparing for our concert- ViVa Vivacious n the most impt SYF 2007..
the bz trainings of up to 8.30 to 9 pm really was a struggling period for me.. this is in addition to my demanding jc curriculum.. with lessons till 6pm.. n tutorials n tests to study for.. i was at lost ends when i failed my J1 mid yrs.. i never failed any major tests ever since sec 1.. it was a deep hit on my back.. i even cried durin the meet-e-parents with my ct.. i rmb clearly that it was on the pj openhouse 2007. i had second tots.. perhaps jc was jus too demandin for me.. perhaps poly could do me better.. i could survive there instead.. all these tots came round the time when most of my choir mates.. esp sop n altos.. who were in the same state as me and decided to take the other route..
despite e fact that i always long to hold leadership roles n love teachin ppl n i was given the post of sectional leader for alto, i decided that perhaps i 'chap' too much i shld let go of some n focus on studies which is my ultimate requirements to enter uni.. mum always reminded me of enci- fr acjc whom focused too much on choir n neglected her studies.. i don wanna walk her path..
i took the bold step n step down from my choir leadership role.. choir exco wasn't happy with my move.. it all stir a big commotion.. enoch n sharmaine didn't wanted to take up my role i fi step down so as to focus on their studies.. they pressurised me.. connie wanted me to walk the path with her thruout the 2 yrs to be sls.. but my strong will to focus on studies was the ultimate decision.. all these did pay off.. promos i was able to be promoted to J2.. prior to promos i was stressed n tot of alternative plans of poly route if i ever don't make it to J2.. i did make it.. with encouraging grades despite a fail in chem.. then it came common tests.. i failed badly too.. the tot of poly route came to me again.. " this is not e time to think bout poly.. u've made ur mind.. i believe all of u'll make it thru 'a's.." these were the words that ms aw told me.. rmbin to this date.. then came mid yrs.. again results were bad.. n the worst nitemare was failin my maths for the first time in my jc lifetime.. never have i failed jc maths before.. n i was those As n Bs.. that really hit me hard.. for both common tests n midyr i went for 2 consecutive operations.. 3 wisdom tooth plucked off in 2 opts.. perhaps that have affected my results.. but i was brave to thrive over all obstacles.. to be honest.. i was more brave than i tot i was when i went for the 2 wisdom tooth opts.. then it came prelims.. i tried my very best.. despite improvements i wasn't satisfied n math was still a U grader.. i believe i've come so far.. i've experience the downs of life.. the anxiety the fear.. breakin down was a common scene.. rmbin the last time i broke down in front of my best frens ziying n audrey.. i was very uncertain if i would be able to walk the way to 'A's.. these 2 yrs would not have been possible without the support of my frens.. my 07S20 family.. my pw mates namely alicia, adrian, yy, weiwen.. for the constant support n our never give up determination to get a B for pw.. alicia for ur support when i broke down durin j1s n the times when we went thru together.. rmbing the day when we got back our promos results we were praying hard for each other.. to drey n zing.. u girls are my best frens.. u all supported me be it physically, mentally or emotionally.. esp zing whenever i broke down.. thanx for the encouragements n audrey the faith that u always have in me.. to huiting.. thanx for the moral encouragements n help in my studies.. to grace thanx for the happy moments esp the bowling session it was memorable.. to xiangna thanx for the clarifications on studies.. to zijian.. thanx for hte encouragements.. u are really a very nice guy.. to ant.. i will open up n be a more confident person.. to huimin i really appreciated the help u gave me during charlie lessons n the continual support.. u really inspired me n motivated me to thrive over all the odds.. u've been my blessin angel.. to suat u are always so encouraging n lovely.. to huiyang.. thanx for the accompany for nite study programmes.. we really went thru alot.. to zongting u've been a great tutor for me in chem n u've indeed inspired me to do well for chem n have confidence in it.. and to all others of S20.. u guys have helped me in one way or another..allowin me to walk so far with u guys to this date.. 'A's wasn't easy but we've came thru it.. i jus wanna say that we as a class has went thru alot.. we were the only class with no retainees in J1 n full attendance with no drop outs all the way to 'A's.. may we stay as united always..
